I'm not sure how to make sense of everything right now. I feel a lot of grief, and disbelief, and optimism, and guilt on behalf of the optimism. Luckily, I have people to lean on, and that makes the next few months seem surmountable.
I could talk about feelings forever, but it's probably wise that I return to these last essays. This is what I'm focusing on right now:
'The Even comes and the Crow flies low'
The Even comes & the Crow flies lowby John Clare, written between 1837 and 1864
And the swallow he dips at the spring
The Leveret starts in the corn from the crow
And frights up the Lark to take wing
The Shrew Mice & Crickets they sing
I' the rushes & grass on the baulk
The swallows have gone from the spring
And the Shepherds have gone from their talk
While lovers only take their Evening walk
Also, I unexpectedly woke up to this song today.
- "You May Know Him" by Cat Power, from Moon Pix (1998)
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